...I know it. Sometimes they are stronger than you... Sometimes something send them away. It needs to find this something which is special and unique for each one. I often use the music. Or... special "monsters" against them. Something like the power of the hell against the hell itself. wow, I hope I don't seem too much unclear or strange saying this kind of thorny question. Anyway don't worry. I understand and they will go away one day. You'll see...
I sometimes think that they are leaving me but then again - when they are back I get the feeling that they have never went away... that they are always somewhere near, just waiting for the moment I am weaker.
anyway, thank you, I feel like I needed to hear that.
good. Maybe it's not much, but just something. I really understand all that, in my personal way, I comprehend also that one you're just written. Perhaps it needs to wait, to wait the time when you'll be stronger than all. And it's important to resist... and resist... and resist... You're not alone, Greyguardian. Little by little you'll know how to manage the problem, also with a professional help (I mean psychologists, etc.), it depends by your will and decisions. Goodnight.